by KingFisher Mon Jul 23, 2018 6:09 am
KingFisher watched the boys go and shrugged.
She looked at Sato.
"You guys must be tough as a trolls boot soles, but I'm honestly terrified.
I always thought I'd be ready if I had to face death. A bullet from the roof tops, a knife in the back in a crowd, a blast from a combat mage, or being bludgened by a spirit.
This is the first time I've ever encountered anything that can just unmake me.
Just one touch ...and I'm gone. No armour will protect me, no spell can prevent it, no prayer will alter my fate. "
Taking a moment to take another drag on the cigarette.
"When I was younger I had a crush on this girl, I thought I was madly in love with her but that's young love eh. She was 2 years older then me and I thought she was such an amazon. Tall, slim, blonde hair, golden skin. I don't know where she came from but I thought she was like something out of a trid fantasy you know.
Anyway, she went on a run. A real milk run babe, she called it. Go to some building, pick up some guy, change his appearance, bring him to the docks. End of. An hours work tops and 300 NuYen paid up front. Easy as it comes chummer.
Only. She didn't come back. There wasn't a body, there wasn't a crime scene to hear about. She just didn't come home. Johnny Law didn't care, no one did.
I got the key for her room to put it right again.
What a dump. Dirty underwear thrown all over the place, remains of last nights dinner on a table. A half written letter on a touch pad for her boyfriend. His picture by her bed.
I Cleaned up the mess, updated the letter with the news we thought she was dead as we hadn't heard from her in a week. I tried to get on with my life.
But it's hard when there's no closure. No funeral, no weeping mourners to share your sorrow.
Just a punk kid who thought he was hard because he had a leather jacket with armoured panels.
That's why I want to get all my stuff in order. I don't want someone else to have to pick up the crumbs of my life. See the dreams I had that never came true, the romances that ended in heartbreak, all the little things I put off while I was running the shadows but never went back to.
"
Taking another swig from the vodka bottle before closing the lid and putting it back in the backpack.
"I'm not going to have a job after this, or somewhere to live as I can't pay next months rent.
We're going to sit around the table and talk tough Sato. Trying to persuade ourselves and each other that we're REAL runners. That THIS fiend is going down. We're going to be Street Legends chummer. The real deal. I don't think we are Sato. This thing is going to just touch us once, and we're a pile of meat on the floor. No chance to heal up, no good byes, just gone.
I hope it's going to be quick but my instincts tell me it's going to be two heartbeats of unbelievable agony. Sure we have a chance, a slim chance, a fools chance.
I'm so terrified of this terrible fate I'm not sure I'm going to be able to keep it together through the briefing."
Finishing the cigarette she taps it out and stands up.
Pulling the loose fitting dress from the backpack she pulls it over her head and travels with Sato.